1.AK (1 YEAR AFTER KIRK): LIFE, OHHHH LIFE, OOHHHH LIFE IS SO HARD SOMETIMES
I CAME BACK AFTER LIKE A MONTH AND IM MAD ASF, THE FIRST SECOND I ENTERED MY WEBSITE THE BACKGROUND IMAGES TOOK LIKE 3 HOURS TO CHARGE, BUT THATS NOT WHAT IM HERE TO TALK ABOUT, MY PHONE SCREEN IS BROKEN AND MY LIFE FEELS MISERABLE. As you may have noticed im someone who is really invested in music, so much infact that i sleep listening to it, mostly the sleepwalk songs, so now that my phone is broken and i cant use it my life seems boring, at least because of my LARGE cd collection i can actually listen to some songs with my discman but still its hard imagining living like this, no music, no BL/GL to read, how will i get through this.
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26/8: IM SOOO SLEPPY
IM CONVINCED I HAVE SOME SORT OF ILLNESS, if you are wondering why its because lately ive been able to mantain a normal sleep routine for the first time in my life, basically sleeping at 11-12 PM and waking up at 5:30-6:00 AM, BUT YESTERDAYYYY I SLEPT LIKE 17 HOURS.
Basically i slept at 5PM and woke up 10AM, i dont even know what possesed me to sleep that much, i thought i slept enough.
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09/8: i DIDNT KNOW that type of rym user was real
RYM USERS
ive been using aoty since 2023 because i really like keeping a record in what i listened to, but its kind of tiring having to add by myself albums, artists, singles, etc. So i had to start using rym, its way more comfortable than aoty in most senses, but i dont like the profiles, they dont really have customization and are kind of ugly.
But the thing thats actually been bothering me is that the rym core people DO exist, i thought it was a joke but actually there is some people that their whole 5 stars albums are only the top 100 albums in rym, i understand it of course, they are top 100 for a reason, but dont they have a guilty pleasure or something like that???, the thing is, ITS KIND OF BORING BEING LIKE THAT, i go a lot to peoples 5 star rated albums to find peak, BUT WHAT CAN I FIND IF THEIR 5 STAR RATED ALBUMS ARE RADIOHEAD, BJORK, THE BEATLES AND (insert random post-rock band), AND ALSO THE (insert niche shoegaze japanese band / japanese jazz).
ITS HARD TO LEARN
There are thousands of art forms, they are all beautiful but they also share something else, they are hard to learn, i always wanted to learn to draw but i dont have no one to teach me and i never knew where to start practicing. Dancing, i love dancing but im by no means good at it, its partially because i have a weak body, i believe i can dance but i dont know where to start learning dance itself. Music, i always wanted to play any instruments but yeah they are all crazy expensive, the one i always wanted to play was Bass but i dont think i could ever afford one. Despite this im still happy, i believe everyone can be good at anything if they put enough work on it, you can achieve everything in life, except being the best GGST player because thats me heeheeeeee
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04/8: How my collection is going and what im doing rn
frickkk i dont want to go to school yet, these winter vacations were the best i ever had and now that tomorrow my life cycle of entering school at 7:30 AM and returning to home at 6:00 PM returns i feel like crap.
My life in vacations could be reduced to rotting in bed, playing games and trying to figure out things on neocities.
As for my CD collection, i bought with MY money an OK computer CD, i really love this album, whilst its not my fav radiohead album i still really like it, its a pain that my fav albums are hard to find here in cd, or they are really expensive. I also got more help for my collection, my uncle lent me some of his old CD´s, they were good, They were mostly Electronic music that i really enjoy and some other old bands, like Rammstein, jamiroquai, NIN, the smiths and more. Also my mom also gave me an old dvd/cd/usb reproductor which is really cool and im really thankful for it, sadly i dont have any audio output from it because i dont have any speakers for it.
As for games, i played RE2 remake, Fatal frame 1 and GGST, Im REALLY loving the fatal frame games, they are really fun and the story as far as it goes is really interesting, But i do have complains with fatal frame, the movement is clunky in both FF1 and FF5.
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18/7: BLOG STARTTTTT
STARTED MY BLOGGGGG
i've always wanted to write blogs because there are always things in my mind i want to get out but i was shy of writing about it For starters i wanted to talk about something recent, i started my cd collection!!! Right now my only things are my mcr three cheers for a sweet revenge album, a discman and a lot of cumbia discs my grandma gave me, thanks grandma
Im also really mad about sony halting physical video games, Those discs, cassettes, cases and more have a lot of love and history behind them So now im trying to get more discs and more to show love to the things and bands i love. Also i never had a console, but still i hate this and im really mad about it.
Long live music/game preservation.